HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS! :D
past and present(:

yeah! today was FUN FUN FUN(: ohh yeah. well, we had mass in the morning, kinda boring, but the fun thing was the FINGER EXERCISE ! :D hahahah. super funny. is like excercising ur index finger and you'll go, "excercises, excercises, we want to do some excercises." yeah. kinda dumb but, it was fun(: yeah, well, after tht, went back to class, for lit. who has lessons during teachers day?! oh well, got our hw. heh. den erhm, went for recess den after tht back to class for cheena. borrowed two books frm the library. cos we need it like for some book review thingy. yupp. den erhm, there came our concert! :D yay! was rather enjoyable. (: yeah. well, first up was frm our VERY OWN TEACHERS! MS CHEW WAS PART OF IT! HAHAH! SHE SURE CAN DANCE okay! ahahahha. she's good, and mdm garmmar can sing! and and and, mr juriamy can dance! damn nice la. so ballet-like. AND ariel and her partner SURE CAN DANCE TOO! damn flex pls. and her partner is cute, small boy cute tht is. hahah.yeah. anyways, den erhm, had performance frm ethy's band! (: she sure can sing okay. super nice(: OH OH! AND THE SECTWO DRAMA MAMAs! ahahahah! damn funny pls. des is the MATERIAL GIRL! oohh, BIMBO. hahah. yeah. super nice la! well, den after sch, slacked in the canteen. had lunch there, cos like it was raining, really heavily. yeah. den ate till the rain came down and it was drizzling, den i went home and slacked and here i am. blogging(:

i shall do random shout outs now! (:
sorry sharon.


DESERIE HUANG- LOVE HER MAN. (: my jiejie twintwintwin! she's always there when i need her. yay. love her to bits. and ppl say we talk alike! LIKE NO. crazy. hah. and she's a bimbo WITH brains. hahaha. okay la, not a bimbo! she's smart! :D

SHARON NADINE WEE CHIAN YI(i got it right this time) -my spec twin! LOVE HER TOO! ahha. yupp. she's has brains! but is rather messy. in clas tht is. and the ONLY counsillor(sp?) or counsollor(sp?) yeah. cant remember. anyways, yeah. she's the best and rubbbish you know. heh. AND she's good with her hands! a good artist! (:

TEHSZEMIN- MEIMEI TWIN! woohoo! LOVE HER TOO. haha. yupp(: a great friend as well! and a helpful one too! :D

SOTONG WONG AH TOOT- KORKOR TWINTWIN! (: whee. ahahah.so nonsense and SUPER UBER BLUR. hah. but if she wanna study, she can! and she has SUPER SMALL HANDWRITING! AHAHAHAHAHAH.

CRYSTAL TAY- yay! my choir friend! LOVE HER MAN. she is also SOP TWOs ASL(: yay. ahahha. i feel your fustration during choir cos i experience more hor. ahahaha.

JADE NU ER- yay! my NU ER and TABLE PARTNER(: hahaha. LOVE YOU LOADS :D oh oh! MY SINGING PARTNER TOO! ahahha. we're like the two ppl in class singing away and sharon will get annoyed. hahah. ahh, my choir pal too! another good good singer. hahahh.

STEPH NU ER- the SMART ONE. (: ahaha. actually all my nu ers are smart(: ya la. cos got me ma. *bhb* anyways, she's the crazy and she slimmed down like SO FAST. i also want! ahah. oh oh! get well soon my dear. LOVE YOU.

VERON DOODOO and BECKY- ahah. another of my daughters! (: she's another smart one! cheena also better then me. tsk. ahh, nvm. den sit in front of me with becky. wahh, and nonsense and crazy laughter comes frm you too ppl! TSKTSK. but i still LOVE YOU.

REST OF 205- I'LL MISS YOU GUYS NEXT YEAR! ): WE'LL ALL BE SPLITTING CLASSES. ): WELL, JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST(: to each and EVERY one of you.

oh oh! now for the church people! (:

VANESSA AND LYDIA- (: yay! my WONDERFUL CMs(: hahha. i'll miss them man, once we go to the mother cell. hahaha. they are REALLY GREAT. yeah. my walk with God improved this year la. like bit by bit. yeah(: thanks to the BOTH OF YOU(: LOVELOVE.

NICOLE TAN- MY DEAR DEAR BESTIE(: yeah. hahah LOVE HER TOO loads! dont look down on her cos she's short okay! she is LOUD! way LOUD. hahah XD anyways, we were friends like for.. 4 years plus? yeah. SHE'S A GOOD FRIEND. also very nonsense! (: and she can SING SING SING :D WOOHOO.

PHYLLIS CHONG(QUEK[sp?])-hahah! dont scold me okay! ahah, anyways, a SUPER NONSENSE GIRL. but can be serious at times. my letter pal! (: yeah. she may have quite alot of probs, but she does know how to keep it(:

ULINDRA- (: another of my cell mate. well, i dont really know her well, but her walk with God is like, stronger than mine. a smart girl and guai one too for sure. hahha. yeah, i wanna get to know you more! must talk more okay! (:

EVANGELINE- GIRL ARH GIRL! when you coming back to church?! must try and come okay! tsktsk. i MUST MUST MUST SEE YOU hor.

PHUISEE- my pal too! LOVE YOU. for like 4 years plus too? with phyllis and nicole. all the same CC one(: oh man, i miss those times! and we must pester brother philip to give us our escape theme park la! HAHAHA.

JESSIE- whee. letter pal(: and i also mix you up with jann in some way, and i dont know why. hah anyways, i knew you like this year? frm i dont know where and dont know how. hah. yeah, anyways, you're a great friend too ! and i know ur little secrets. muahahahha.

JANICE SOON- love you girl. hahah. also talking, FOREVER talking NON-STOP. hah, anyways, a smart girl frm MGS, wow. really good, she languages defintely is BETTER than mine. hah. oh oh! and and and, she likes to dance randomly at any time. rather weird, but we have to accept our friends for who they are. yeah.(:

ABBY AND SHARON- well, you two secONE girls. so noisy. chattering away. tsktsk. dont really know you two very well but continue to grow in the Lord yeah? yupp. lovelove.

SAMUEL TAN- hah! you arh, forever jealous over dont know wht reason. tsktsk. and like to suan ppl. so mean! but obviously, he has a good side too(: he's nice, SUPER FRIENDLY and like hugging people. weird. heh. but he's a nice guy overall(: oh oh! a dota gamer. forever dota, but he stop now. i'm surprised.

HOHO- (: my music sender! ahahha. hockey player who can run REALLY FAST. i'm jealous okay! hurhur. run until so fast. TSK. a great friend to pour out your feelings to and to vent your anger? ahhaa. he'll just listen and listen till he falls asleep. hah!

JEREMY LIM- TALL MAN. SUPER UBER TALL. i'm jealous too! but too tall also not good. hah. anyways, he's a good good friend too! yeah. mr nice. and he still owes me my cookie! i want it! better give. muahahahha. :D and he's concentrating for Os! JIA YOU. study hard.

SHAWN LEE- well, my kor and nice guy? hahaha. can just talk nonsense together over sms. rather random and weird but anyways, he's concentrating for Os and studies ALL DAY LONG. is like siao! no way i can study as long as he can. heh.

and to the other R-AGERS who i didnt mention- haha. all the best in WHATEVER YOU DO(:

okay, studio wu came today! :D i wanna join them la! HAHAHAH. super nice pls! haha. maybe i'll go learn girls hip hop or else street jazz. yupp. SUPER NICE PLS! the micheal guy did breaking and locking den the caleb person also. micheal is like PRO. he do until i freak out can! heh. is like once we come into the hall, and we saw the words, studio wu, we were like "yay! dance performance!" ahaha. yeah. it's REALLY good okay. haha. yeah. i wanna go there and learn la. blah. but the thing is right. tht erhm, i dont know if i have time or not. yeah. den well, they needed 10 ppl to go dance. and shaz went! HAHAH. they do until super nice la! ahaha. best team! :D yeah. and well, they managed to get like erhm, a dance trail to studio wu! SUPER FUNKY LA! is 5 lessons la. then they can go for any lesson they like, i think it's SUPER cool! ahaha. yeah. i wanna go learn! BUT, i still need to serve in church! (: yupp. maybe gonna join camy next year, gonna get my shedule and piorities right first . yeah.

OH YEAH. memory verse! got to rememeber! (:
FIRST CORINTHIANS CHAPTER TEN VERSE THIRTEEN says,
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide you with a way out so that you can stand up under it."
yupp. tht's the verse! and i only peeked at the bible a few times, still in the process of memorizing the whole thing and putting it into MY daily life(:

WHEE. went to bukit timah there to some restaurant called "yan ching shanghai restaurant". is open by the news reporter! DAMN COOL CAN! hahaha. yeah. erhm, went there with zan, sam and family, me,deb,mum and xiao yi+popo. yupp. super nice luh the food! (: den eat dao SUPER full puh-lease. shiok. and the bill was like $300 plus.. damn ex pls. mymy. and hci is SUPER BIG! I'M JEALOUS. BLAH. hurhur.i'm SOOOOO jealous. hurhur. anyways, cell at esab tmr :D at 930. yupp. and van is teaching :D happy happy. (:

i'm bored!
bahh, my sats are boring now without choir! ):

I MISS R-AGE CHOIR!

okay, this is my 3rd post. like wow. anyways, heard the mr brown thingy and here's a convo about it(: (if you know who you are.dont be offended)

^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:hhahahahhaha
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:i would say
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:mee siam mai hum
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:mai hum mai hum
amanda(: says:LOL
amanda(: says:lame la
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:mai hum mai hum mai hum
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:its not all lovey dovey
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:and its not all just fun and games
(^^'') mee siam mai hum; mai hum mai hum mai hum mai hum; and thats the way we should be in the digital age [½hourofpower] says:so you dont want everybody to be singing the same note

yeah, tht was it. ahaha. funny pls. and if you dont know wht it is, it's the harmless podcast of something. yes. it's funny la. heh heh. XD

[x] you wear/own a pair of glasses
[ ] you've played some sort of videogame 5 hours straight
[] you have (had) GI Joes or toy dinosours
[ ] you pack your lunch to school
[x] reading books is fun
total = 2

[ ] you go to the library to "hang out"
[ ] you get good grades
[ ] you've corrected people's grammar
[x] math class rocks!
[x] you've told someone a joke and nobodylaughed
total = 2

[x] you like eating chinese food withchopsticks
[ ] you've won the spelling bee
[ ] girls/boys have cooties!
[x] you've watched t.v for 4 hours straight
[] sports are just not my thing
total = 2

[ ] you have/had a pet tarantula, snake,and/or lizard
[x] you cried because you got an F on something(oh yes i did. last year, when i failed english)
[ ] your homework is ALWAYS turned in on time
[x] your NEVER late for class
[ ] spiderman is the coolest superhero EVER!!!
total = 2

[ ] you corrected the teacher
[ ] you want to be a doctor or surgeonwhen you grow up
[ ] you have a napoleon dynamite t-shirt
[x] you always have a pen or pencil forclass -duh-
[ ] you're an honor student
total = 1

[ ] you've never cheated on a test/quiz
[ ] I dont care about my looks...I haveschool work to worry about!
[ ] you've tripped and fallen in the hallway
[ ] spiders and bugs are way cool!
total = 0

9% nerd!
hah! i aint a nerd. lalala.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNYSE GIRLGIRL NIECE(:
happy 14th! :D

yeah. it's eunyse's birthday today! tht's the happy thing! :D

and the sad thing is tht, Cikgu Rathia passed away today. ):
tht's sad. hais. is like TWO things happen today. well, just pray tht Cikgu Rathia will rest in peace. yeah.

oh well, enough of sad stuff. anyways, went to PP after sch with des jiejie twintwintwin, ju da sao, sotong korkor twintwin and zmin meimei twin. yeah(: long names arent they. haha. yeah . went to but the paper clay thingy and food for the zoo trip(: happy, haha. well, den went to venezia to eat ice cream! (: yummy. ahaha. even though i'm gonna gain more weight. like des, before dinner eat ALOT den skip dinner . hah. but i'm still gonna eat, lose weight by exercising :D YAY, good idea man, lols. walk home EVERYDAY. for me, is like a LONG LONG walk, can actually die once i come hm, heh. yeah.

got this frm sharon's blog. so random.

January
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up.Easilybored. Fussy. Seldom showsemotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

Feburary
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever.Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.?Gets angry really easilybut does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things.Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.?Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.?

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive.Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.?Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness.?Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.?

April
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.?Stubborn. Very talkative.Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.?Concernedand detailed. Loyal.Does work well with others.?Very confidant.Sensitive. PositiveAttitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Cleverand knowledgeable.Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or makethem laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others.Understanding. Fun tobe around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.Secretive. Boy/girlcrazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling.Systematic. Hot but has brains.

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deepfeelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Stand point. Needs nomotivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (leftbrain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination.Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike beingat home. Restless. Not having many children.?Hardworking.High-spirited.

June yeah.it's my month.
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be out going. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have amassive recordcollection. You have a great choice in films, andmay one day become afamous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed.?Takes pride inoneself. Has reputation.Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.Friendly. Approachable.?Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzyat times.?Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.?dislikesnonsensical andunnecessary things. Guides others physically andmentally. Sensitive andforms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally.Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.Judges people throughobservations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudying. Loves to bealone. Always broods about the past and the oldfriends. Waits forfriends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Lovesto be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds onattention. No self-control.Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous.VERY revengeful. Easyto get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing'speachy" attitude.Likes talking and singing. Loves music.Daydreamer.?Easily distracted.Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves tobe loved. Hatesstudying. in need of "that someone".?Longs forfreedom. Rebellious whenwithheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain"caring.?Always asuspect. Playful. Mysterious.?"charming"or "beautiful" to everyone.stubborn. curious. Independent.?Strong willed. A fighter.

September
active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality.Loves attention.Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people'sproblems. Brave andfearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suaveand generous. Usuallyyou have many friends. Enjoys to make love.Emotional.?Stubborn.Hasty.?Good memory. Moving, motivates oneselfand others. Loves totravel and explore.?Sometimes sexy in a way thatonly their lover canunderstand.?

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly.?Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable.?Extremely smart, butdefinitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

November
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate anddangerous. Wild at times.Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious.Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, butsecretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent.?Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially verysmart. Usually, thegreatest men are born in this month. If you everbegin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December
This straight-up means you are the mostgood-looking personpossible... Better than all of these other months!Loyal and generous.Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active ingames and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.?Influential inorganizations. Fun to bewith. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.Thinks far withvision, yet complicated to know. Easily influencedby kindness. Politeand soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.Active mind.Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and alwayswants the best.Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves tojoke. Good debating skills.Has that someone always on his/her mind.Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.?Able to show character.One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt.Prone to gettingcolds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves todress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time torecover when hurt.Sensitive.


okay. tht is SO not me ! i aint a flirt pls! out going. YES. and i got the looks for a star. maybe not. but i'm a drama student and a choir girl(:

ATTENTION TO DESERIE AND SANDRA! and other 205 ppl too.(:

freedom project
1. write up
-how is the film(billy elliot) related to freedom?
*strike
*freedom of choice
*freedom frm authority
*gender freedom
*freedom frm stereotypes
*proverty
2.do mind map

DO IT BY TMR AND BUY PAPER CLAY. the white and chalky one.

i feel pmssssyyyy.. ):

bahh, i'm sick! and i tired too! ): blah. haye tht feeling. sch is like tiring. and i hate getting sick. yeah. feel like ponning sch tmr. but got choir. so i shall not pon(: yeah, anyways, didnt do pe today! wahahah! but i wanted to play volleyball! ): is like fun pls! blah. mummy wrote a letter and said tht i dun have to. but like.. argh. i didnt do la. i rested. and became dizzy again. heh. yeah. once i bend down. feel like fainting. blah. horrible. hope i recover by the zoo trip! (: yeah. anyways, steph and veron were sick too. yeah. we were the three with letters and mc. hah! yeah. den continued with lit. had a bad headache and SUPER bad cough. keep coughing for an hour cos there was something in my throat tht keep making me cough la. blah. den came recess. des prevented me frm eatinf CERTAIN type of food. but i ate it in the end. =x sorry arh. heh. yeah. den erhm, came maths. stats, simple. median mode mean. easy la. yeah. den erhm, came home ec. sewing again. jammed the machine but it was repaired and i finished it on time! and des brought her shiny sequenes(sp?)! (: pretty. yupp. it's purple. ooohh. yeah, and sew and done! and den it came cheena. oh man, i suck. failed by 1.5 marks?! so rubbish! ): sad man. so sad. ahh, nvm, i shant dwell in tht nonsense. yeah. and i failed english for term 3 overall. crap la. 4 marks frm passing! suay.

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Hips Don't Lie by Shakira "I'm on tonightYou know my hips don't lieAnd I'm starting to feel it's rightAll the attraction, the tensionDon't you see baby, this is perfection"

okay. random stuff. anyways, going to GRACEtwo later(: for choir prac. but doubt i'm gonna sing cos of my throat, yeah, ): hope i get well soon tht is. and i'm gonna lose my voice. but there's no more sch choir. so not so bad. yeah.

melissa + deserie = melserie

hahah! good equation right? muhahahahah. anyways, got back marks for english overall for term 3. shucks la! i failed la! piang ehhh! i had like 46! i expected more! argh. idiot one la. TSK, because of stupid summary! idiot one can! rarr! and like wht, i did SO badly when i tried so hard! rarr! bahh, heck. anyways, maths is 70 plus. A2, not say very happy about it la. yeah. i want a A1!!!!! *WHINES* and science not sure yet. yupp. i need an A1 FOR MATHS AND SCIENCE! maths is FULL of careless mistakes la! so rubbish la. tsktsk. i feel so argh!
and anwyays, i changed my skin AGAIN . i know. ariane made it! i like it la! so cute(: yes. thanks ah lian! hahahah! anyways, i'm STILL sick! i wonder how am i gonna sing la! sam RECOVERED already. and how can i perform in THIS state? weird aint it. of ALL times, it's now? so rubbish pls. ahh, headache too! man, sucks la! blah. and the losing of appitite! crap. HORRIBLE. blah.

whee. today was fun! even though i'm down with flu! and i cant sing. blah. anyways, we sang the lion sleeps tonight! nice pls. hahahah! and i was down with flu but still can sing(: lalalala~ yeah. oh yes. me played amazing race after going through the song. yupp. well, me and crystal tay were paired together to be grp masters. yeah. FUN LA! :D yes. we were in the hall on the stage. and we had to do some grid thingy game. SUPER FUN LA! only rather tiring cos i had to repeat the same thing SEVEN TIMES! oh man, tough i say! REAL TOUGH. bahh, and i'm losing my voice too. how nice. blah. and i sound weird? my voice is like low and stuck. and i cant BREATHE PROPERLY! and there came headaches and all as well. argh. i SERIOUSLY need MORE rest man. somemore. mrs. l is back. ): and there's her lesson tmr, oh no. shucks. did quite well for english and science test. yeah. 19/25 and 20/25 respectively. yeah. i think it's over 25 for english. not sure. and she added like 2 marks to EVERYONE. weird man. oh yeah. and erhm, cheena exam today. oh man, it sucked like SO much, didnt really understand la. blah. i bet my ans tht came out are like rubbish? but for compre, i'm okay at it la. yeah. oh man ,i have a feeling i'm gonna fail cheena. yeah. blah.

choir secretary. rather surprised. yeah. heh. NEW COMM this year! and SLs and ASLs too :D

chairperson : clare ee
vice-chair : crystal c. and grace
secretary/publicity : me
treasurer : queenie
librarian : dorra
welfare : amy

yesyes. tht's the new comm. yeah. and the SLs and ASLs now.

sop I SL : ethel
ASL : rachel
sop II SL : cheryl
ASL : crystal t.
alto I SL : christine
ASL : chimene
alto II SL : anthea
ASL : andrea

yesyes(: there's the new ppl. the only secTWOs are chimi and crystal. hhaha! dont worry la you two! :D i know tmr have sectionals. can do de la. no need to worry. yeah. got me and the crystal c there. can cope. with jade tooo! so is NO PROB de! ahaahaah! try connect with the rest can le. yesyes hahaha. oh. yesterday had prac at GRACEtwo. (: yeah. i was there in sch uni! and so was jessie and jann! jann is lazy. opps. you didnt hear tht frm me, heh heh. yeah, prac and all. graceTWO is small, but NICE(: simple and nice. yes. hahhaha. the place still smells new. cant adapt to tht smell though. yar. prac on sat again. performance on sunday. phew. tough.

yay! love drama elect. well, rather fun at times i should say. but we still have to get down to business. yeah. anyways, did my monologue draft TWO! (: rather weird and random i should say. hah! well, des found it quite saddening? heh. yar. anyways. erhm, had hot-seating. oh man! super scary la. and you know what, i was acting all refined and bimbo and all. gosh. rather weird. heh. okays, here's the monologue. you can comment. IF YOU WANT.

Title: these three words

Time passes so soon, I wouldn’t ever thought of saying those three words to her.

“Ohmygosh! Is that a pimple! MUM! HELP!”

“Oh no! What’s that stain! MUM! I think I’ve got my period!”

“Mum, could you help me get that bug away? It’s scary. And.And.I can’t study with IT there!”

“Mum! Could you just leave me ALONE! I still my OWN privacy! Just go away! You’re annoying and you’re stopping me from seeing my friends!”

“Mum! Could you get a cup of water for me? And can you also cook too! I’m hungry! Very hungry!”

“Mum! I’m out with my friends now; I won’t be coming home for dinner. Yar, yar. I know, I’ll be home by 11pm. don’t worry. ”

“Oh you’re still awake. I’m SO sorry. I tried going but my friends wouldn’t let me! But it’s only half an hour! Mum! Please, I pr-oo-mm-is-ss-ee I wont do it again. I’ll try to come home early okay?”

“Hi mum! Meet mark, my classmate. He’s helping me with my maths. Since I’m so bad at it. If you need anything, we’ll be upstairs, in my room.”

“Oh shucks! My mum is knocking at the door! Quick! Get dressed!”

“Sorry mum! I didn’t know you were at the door, cos the music was blasting loudly. Yeah, we’re doing fine. Its just relaxing time, so we blasted the music. So sorry to disturb you from your nap.”

“Err, mum, I have something to tell you. I’m pregnant with mark’s child. And and, I want to marry him. I’m serious mum! I truly love him! Please let us get married, please mum! I know I may still be young and innocent and all! But I can take care of myself! You don’t have to worry about this; Mark will take care of me. Won’t you Mark? See, he agreed. Please mum, I’m sure that I won’t regret marrying him. And erhm, thanks mum.”

“Mum! He’s having an affair! I should have listen to you before I married him! You knew he was a bad man! But I didn’t listen! What should I do? Should I forgive him? Oh mum! Please help me! I can’t bear to leave him. I still love him. And I can’t leave him know, I still have his child. Oh well, I hope what you say is true.”

Now you’re gone, and him too. I’m left all alone in this world, with a child, in a world of darkness. I’m all alone! You can’t just leave me like that! I need to depend on someone! Not him definite! He can’t be trusted! I need you mum! I really do! You left without saying goodbye! It’s no way I’m gonna take that fact! I know my faults and my mistakes. I’m sorry for what I have done, all those promises that I have broke. The entire empty promises that I made. I didn’t mean to make you upset, to make you angry. I have always said thank you, some may be genuine but some are not. But now, I have this thank you that I want to say to you. For bringing me up, and listening to all my nonsense. Thank you mum for all you’ve done. And this time, I have something to say, and it’s from the bottom of my heart. I love you, and I really do.

blah. random. nice not? well, rather weird la, heh. anyways, had home ec today also! :D haha. we learned how to sew. and you know what? I CAN SEW! (: hahaha. not so pro but is Can Make It la. haha. yeah. anyways, des jammed the machine cos she forgot to put the plastic covering. and for me, the strings were like all over, and i was BLUR . yeah. heh.

YAY! another sunday!hahah! i made potato salad for cell! (: it was nice, wasnt it :D haha! anyways, had cell at tanglin mall macs. and van ate, without knowing tht i made potato salad. blah. so she didnt eat! aww, so sorry van! XP and des came(: yay! hahah! anyways, van taught cell today. about evangelism.. yeah. got to open up to more ppl! and plunk up the courage to go share the gospel. but the thing is, will the others accept. well, i feel bad if they reject cos like, they're NOT rejecting me, but Jesus Christ. well, maybe i might feel tht they are rejecting me. yeah. but another thing is tht, how do i put it to words to tell them? is like in sch. our class is filled with either christians, or else, catholics, or buddhists etc.. yeah. tried talking to some of them with ariane. but, none of them really bothered? yeah.
oh yes! well, church is having some CIP thingy at the zoo with others frm church and some old folks. anyone interested? in on a saturday on the 2nd of sept. frm 8am to 1pm. yeah.
well, maybe gonna ask sharon or maybe crystaltay? yupp. or else.. jade? i dont know. i'll ask sharon first! my spec twin! (: yeah. anyways, sermon was about the fashion thingy again! :D
hahah! SUPER FUNNY PLS! the models came on pairs la. a girl and a guy. obviously. anyways, first pair was daniel lee and melody fam; stone age. hahah! and we started laughing. den 2nd pair was shawn lee and melody(not sure about her surname) ; cheena years. lols! laugh even harder! 3rd was jem lim and nicole tan! (: english years! WAHH PIANG! LAUGH LIKE CRAZY LA! and i think i heard van say, "wahh. happy only lor." cos nicole was clinging her hand with jem, yeah. SUPER FUNNY. den erhm 4th was david lee and shinyee! RETRO! funky pls! haha! but david's pants was like HIGH. real high. LOL. and e last is lester and pearlyn, the hip hop one. modern tht is. yeah. it's like a laughing sermon. LAUGH ALL THE WAY(: yeah. hah. but the thing is the sermon not the modelling. well, it was about wht we're wearing. yar. and i was dressed DECENTLY . haha. jeans and collar shirt. rather i guess. heh. den well, talked about how we wear, how others will look at us and all etc. yeah. heh. and after it all ended, didnt go for lunch! ): blah, and -somebody- got th potato salad. hope ur happy after eating it? hahaha.

happy happy. it FRIDAY! i'm all smiles ! haha! cos is like slack day. yeah. anyways, today was fun? heh. cant really say tht, well, erhm, did exercise this morning until SUPER enthu! cos it was the LAST one! ): sad man. cos it wastes half an hour on fridays and we get to lose weight! haha! shiok pls! HAHAHAH. oh yeah . well. mrsl didnt come to erhm, went to the canteen to do the o lvls thingy. 103 came down. sat together. and mrk made one on them sit between me and des! TSK. idiot. but we didnt do work la. i was writing letters! HAH. sian ma. den dun want to do english. yeah. nyways, went to pp after tht with des for no reason? lols. yeah. slack er yi la. den erhm, saw steph+mum+bro. dont look like sia. lols. anyways, den erhm , i thought he wasnt. blah, nvm. den erhm, me and des went window shopping! HAHAHA, cos we're broke and yeah. anyways, des bought jem something. haha. (be happy jem), lols. anyways, we just walk walk den after tht went home. rather boring. hah. yeah! and we didnt eat lunch, opps. too full. right des? hah .

be happy. the world is at your side.

9th august
it's was SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY(: yeah. well, didnt go anywhere. only in the afternoon towards the evening. yeah. went swimming and erhm, jogging. shiok pls! well, saw the fighter planes flying fast home, and after them, i saw three birds AGAIN.. flying past together, reminds me of tues. when there was marching, i saw three birds flying past together side by side. weird pls. hahahahahha.
10th august
(: went to sandraa's house today! for art project. yeah, slack la. cos today dont have sch! LOL. yeah.anyways, did the project den erhm, slacked, chit-chatted and talked crap . haha. about our parents? LOL. rather random. lols. anyways, den erhm, went to pp with sharon, reika and des. yeah. well erhm, went to BK cos the THREE of them wanted too. blah, i wanted yoshi okay! hurhur. anyways, ate at BK. super funny can! des wanted to sit at the couch area. but then cos like there was this bunch of guys at the table next to the table we wanted, so we ended up not sitting there den after tht, a bunch of girls left two tables away frm where they were. so we shifted. i SPOTTED it okay! HURHUR. if not we wont be there. yeah. and des took the LONGEST to eat! aahahahah! i was faster. den erhm, when the guys at the table left to go somewhere, i ask sharon, "how old do you think they are?" den she check their assesment book and said, "o lvls this year. " so is either 16 or 17. haha. opps. random.lols. anyways, den erhm, walked over the other side to buy shoes for our art, yeah. it was only $3.90! for A pair ! damn cheap pls! SUPER CHEAP CAN! lols. it really is la. we're gonna use it for art. erhm, after tht, went over to parkway AGAIN. to take photos. cos i wanted to! XP yeah. den erhm, went to the toilet, took a few photos. SUPER FUNNY PLS. hhahah. laugh like mad la. hah, den erhm, i went to buy ice cream while they got their bubble tea. yeah. den we walked ALL THE WAY BACK HOME from parkway! fun pls. and we named ourselves, raymo, sharmo, desemo and amanmo! lols. random pls! so crap! ahhahah! but fun la. anyways, when we walk past MPCC, we saw someone running past, den i look at des, den we turn around and shouted, "martin!" and he turned around, and waved. we waved back den erhm, he ran for the bus again. -.- abit mad right? HAHAHA! yeah. den erhm, walk and walk. and sharmo and raymo crossed the road. leaving me and desemo there. blah! you mean ppl. den erhm, we were like shouting arcoss the road! hhahaha ! funny. sharmo decided to take a bus instead, so she took the bus frm KC bus stop. den the rest of us continue walking, den desemo went home and left me and raymo, den erhm, we parted at fernwood there and walked all the way home! tiring pls! LOL! but it was fun! HAHAHA!

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

[Fading]
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster

"i know you love me *ego ego*"

haha. koped it frm -somebody-

haha.lovelove.

whee. (: des came today ! fun pls. ahhahaha ! well, sch ended at 10am today. yeah. den went back to RSS with des. for fun la. saw yu tong, eugenia and jordan. met them before. like LONG time ago(: happy. anyways. den erhm, went into the sch. yu tong and jordan was there already. yeah. haha. den went to see their teacher, i think is called mrs low or something den erhm, huang lao shi den erhm, went to see their principal. is like WEIRD. their principal still can remember them? and he's a christian(: damn cool la ! go to the same church as des . funky ! anyways, chatted with the principal den erhm, went to get a drink and den des came over(: yeah. oh yeah. about sch. SIAN PLS! waste time only la! blah. sing song, listen to the letter thing. bahh, BORING.anyways, den erhm, go there slack only lor. yeah. heh. yeah. oh yes. des left already. send her to the bus stop. wahh piang. we walk in all directions and ended up going to the place we first wanted to walk. -.- anyways. we walked to bedok there, cos near ma, den we wanted to take overhead bridge cos we dun wanna jay-walk den erhm, got one lady burning the insense thingy, so we walk the other direction, den when we were walking, i told her, "eh. very far leh. you want to walk the other way not?" den she say, " err. far not? okay lor." and i said not really la. yeah.. den we walk back to the connector part, den erhm, walk till upper east coast, den i told her wht bus to take den erhm, i walked back. called -somebody- but didnt pick up the call, so i called des. den we talk until i reach home la. yeah. and by coincidence, when i reach home, she reached home too. yeah. well, it was kinda fun to walk la. cos we talked about STUFF. loads of stuff, past, present and future? lols. future not say la. past and present mostly. yeah. really fun!
DESERIE TWINTWINTWIN! I LOVE YOU LOADS!

wht's wrong with the world ?
is everything turning upside down?
oh man, everything is making me go crazy.
well, if you dont like me. say it.
tell it in my face. dont try hiding it.
i may not care wht others say.
but i heard tht from YOU,
which made it worst.
i may not care even if it's from the others.
but i never expected it from you.
i thought you were my friend,
someone i can go up to.
but, i'm wrong.
you're not someone i can look up to.
no longer.
well, if my character is like this
and you dont like it.
i have nothing to say.
cos i'll always be the same.
you cant change me
cos you want me to be tht way.
cos i'll never ever change.
and you'll never be the same.

okay. random crap! anyways, got back my maths results today ! passed, but didnt really do well ): got 29 out of 40 ! ): bahh! i wasted FIVE marks okay ! FIVE! you know how BAD tht is! oh man. i feel crapped up. but i'll try harder! i can always do tht. (: anyways, had drama today! fun pls. hahah! even though the class was like 30 plus ppl. more then usual. cos it was a combined class cos there was no sch on thurs, so everyone had to be shifted to today(: did some tennis ball game and also, did our monologue(: nice i should say! well, mine's about losing my mum. shall post my final draft once it's done :D yeah. fun fun! oh yeah! i would like to thank des for giving me the title! (: LOVE YOU GIRL :D and i'll treasure your friendship forever(: yeah. anyways, miss W was rather pissed during drama elect, cos the class was too moisy, yeah. opps. sorry ms W.yepp. anyways, i have to go, half day tmr(: and erhm. no sch on wed ! and art project on thurs! :D

booya :D
went to church today ! service started at 115am ! EARLIER than usual(: anyways, des came ! (: well, went to fetch her at like 845 in the morning. yeah. didnt go for cell cos we had to do something. so slacked at the playground, chitchated with phyllis and des(: fun. haha . den erhm, met jeraldine and the rest of the models at 10 outside the GO. well, the only girls were me, phyllis and huifen. how nice. anyways, the models were, us 3 girls, joel wong, keith, justin, darren and david choo. yeah. well, so we put on the fake tattoos and like yeah. look kinda weird. haha. look so pai pls ! blah. anyways, den we went to level 3 hall. practiced cat walking. weird. then went back to our sits. oh man. the feeling was weird. well, for me. i had a cross tattoo. one on my hand and one BIG one on my back and a small one too. den i was holding a bible cos my history was tht i wanted EVERYONE to know tht i'm a christian. so i put the tattoo. weird pls! blah. anyways, den erhm, yeah. we did the cat walk while joey announce us. yeah. den erhm, we had this choosing the nices tattoo contest thingy. retarded pls ! anyways . the couple won(: david choo and huifen. haha. the lovers tattoo. madness i say. well, yeah. den erhm, pastor ronald preached ! (: i thought it was true. and good too i guess. yeah. anyways, after service. went to ps for lunch with jessie, jan, phuisee, jtoh, caleb, hoho, sam, javis, gabriel and some other ppl, i forgot who, anyways. ate at BK den walked around till mum called and i had to go, is like STRAIGHT after lunch. den erhm, jann, jessie, phuisee and hoho send me off. den i hug jann, jessie and phuisee. and after i went in, did the same AGAIN. haha. den erhm, after i said bye and walked off, jann told hoho, "how come you never go hug her?" and i heard tht okay ! blah. anyways. went off to grannie's place and slacked. yeah. was there like early, REAL EARLY. never been to early before can ! LOL. and got scolded for sms-ing too much. and also, for going online ? what's happening ?

yeahyeah, i blogged like alot. hah ! changed my skin ! the pic still cant appear ! argh. anyways. woke up at 1130 this morning, went online for a while den after tht, erhm, mum called, so we(me,deb and dav) took a cab down to imternational plaza cos mum made an appointment with auntie linda to visit the denist. yeah. den after tht, dav went in first, and i was hungry. so i went down to buy food. and while waiting, i was msging des, and guess wht, i turned around, saw her and shouted her name. to realise, it was REALLY her ! HAHAHAH ! i thought i saw the wrong person. well, she cut her hair. but she looks okay , still the same! hahah ! no diff la. only shorter. yeah(: den erhm, she went back up first, den i waited for my food den go up. was still msging her (: and den erhm, went back into the clinic, and des and her jiejie walked out, and to my surprise, the salon was just NEXT door. -.- madness pls. lols.den we were talking outside for like 15 mins or so till mummy come out to pass me my bag cos i needed to go to church, yeah. so des accompanied me down to the mrt. msged her again. den erhm, took a train frm tanjong pagar to church. and i thought i was the earliest ! but hoho was there already ! his suppose to be later than me ! bleh. anyways, and santa owes me lollies ! and des too ! DONT FORGET ! and thanks santa for the bracelet ! (even though it looked kinda lian XP) yeah.

had clusterconcert yesterday ! (: and guess wht, i was LATE. VERY LATE. and who's fault was it ? you didnt let me have dinner with my friends. and i agreed. then you come and tell me say you'll reach on time to fetch me ! like WHT IS THIS ?! you took SO long to come and had me late. and worst of all, i got scolded because of tht. argh ! but it's okay. i STILL did well ! i wont get irritated and show a black face just because of tht ! and my friends thinks tht i pangseh-ed them cos i was SUPPOSE TO MEET AT 730 even though we werent having dinner together. but i reached like at, 8? yeah. when the WHOLE CHOIR had to meet at 745. so look, it aint my fault , i waited for HALF AN HOUR for you to come. argh. and anyways, if you dont know, the YOU is my mum. FYI. yeah. hais. sian, anyways, rushed there, practice abit den settled down before going to perform. quite a success i should say ! (: yeah.

80 hearts. and still counting.

going for cluster later. and mummy doent allow me to out for dinner. and so does jade ! she cant go out either ! haha. cos our mums' are forcing us to say home for dinner. heh. blah, anyways. it's FRIDAY ! time to relax ! hah. WHOLE WEEK of studying and panicing over CAs. heh. yeah, had maths and geog today. wow. tough i say. REAL tough. geog was okay la. and i realise, i got to concentrate on my other subs as well. yeah. cos i always concentrate only on my maths and science, and i say ONLY on those two. so now, i concentrate on geog as well, english CA was LONG DONE. chinese coming up. lit is next week. drama - monologue not done. blah. home ec- recipe not done. hais ! too much man ! i'm TIRED, VERY TIRED. cant take it no longer. planetshakers concert next sat. not sure if i can go, doubt i'm allowed to. been out practically EVERY week which is rather rare, and my mum being nice enough to let me go cos zmin and des are there. heh. yeah. bahh, i thank my mum for tht BUT the thing is tht, i'm no longer a little kid. i know how to plan my shedule and all and do wht i need to do, and of course the piorities and tht, blah ! how i WISHED i was older ! i dont get parents. how come they are so.. ARGH.


hope i can go for planetshakers !

70 hearts. and counting.

well, had cluster today ! (: and there was NO SCHOOL ! (: HAPPY HAPPY. hahah. geog and maths tmr ! ): hais. sian. doing summary now, cant continue. so i shall write tmr i guess ! i wanna go for pnp tmr ! but i cant ! cluster concert ! rawr!

62 hearts. and counting.

well, had RE lesson today ! (: it was kinda weird la. talking about sexuality. heh. usual i should say. about getting pregnant and all. yeah. anyways, there's like this course tht will happen in between. from the start to the end. yepp. i shall type it here. rather weird i say. heh.
1st. eye to person
2nd. eye to eye
3rd. voice to voice
4th. hand to hand
5th. hand to shoulder
6th. hand to waist
7th. face to face or goodnight kiss
8th. hand to head (as in the guy pushes the girl's head towards him)
9th. prolonged kiss
10th. petting
11th. hand below the waist
12th. necking (touching above the clothes)
13th. heavy petting
14th. genital stimulation
15th. sexual intercourse

well, not say it's VERY true or anything. it's just tht in shows, tv drama series, it happens all the time. after a couple met, they drink, get drunk, and go to bed. it's normal i guess. heh. it always happens in such shows. but reality MAY be the same BUT, it also MAY not be the same. yar. rather random i shld say. heh. anyways, no sch tmr ! :D happy happy. yeah. but still have to go back to sch tmr, sian sia ! blah !

HEYHEY(:
just came back from jiejie twintwintwin house(: LOVE HER LOADS ! went to her house to do hw. and you know wht, the WHOLE class was falling asleep today ! and we had SPA test. not spa tht spa but, Science Practical Assesment. yeah. heh. man, i was super tired pls ! cannot take it. den after going to jiejie twintwintwin's house, i sort of woke up cos of something! (: enjoy guessing. it's gonna be so fun! XP whee. heh heh. and now, me and des are trying to act lian and bimbo for someone special ! hahah ! you'll never guess(: only those who know i guess.